Right now i feel lost, it's been like that lately, new country, new place to live, new faces, new school, new life, new problems. I left with nothing in my head, no plans, expectations, nothing, it's like my soul is wandering elsewhere and i have not the energy to bring it back. I did not even shed one tear when i left, it's not that i'm not sad, i wanted to cry real hard but nothing came out, instead it just stayed inside of me -the sadness, confusion, worry and it made me difficult to breath.I didn't even had the chance to say goodbye to my friends and the one person who would be waiting for me,leaving w/o saying goodbye is the one thing iv'e been regreting.I boarded the plane with urges to go back, i was staring outside the window, atleast the view of the beautiful sky and the horizon and the idea that i'm up in the air gives me something to smile about .Soon i would be in a new place i'm unfamiliar with and even when i got here it hasn't sunk in yet. I still feel like i'm in my old room, doing the same routine when i wake up, and going to the same places where i waste my time having fun. But, after sometime, i came to realize i have to face life now, time is running and i can't afford to waste a minute of it. Now i have lots of plans to make and tons of goals to achieve. While i'm here i'll make most of the time building my future and my family's too. I'll try real hard to be a better person, and step outside my realm to understand more what life has to offer.And , when i'm ready enough, i'll go back, and maybe i'll have something in mind when i ride another plane.